R.I.P
Queenie, Nanna
0400h, 27/06/2004

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I am happy.

I am happy becuse my cPanel/ e-mail works again! I don’t know why it stopped working, or why it started working again, but it just has so I don’t care for whys right now
I am happy becuse in 6 days I get to spend a week with my Kitty. I haven’t seen her in soo long its stupid. I’m really really happy and excited, but I’m worried that Ella will miss me and my e-mail will pile up again.
I am happy becuse on the 9th of July I will have an allergy test done, so no more guess work for me!
I am happy cause I have been watching lots of cool anime recently.

I am a little bit sad.

I am a bit sad becuse I still don’t have a digital camera, though I might buy a disposable one to take with me to Kittie’s.
I am a bit sad becuse the dentist chared me £40 for a check up, and I have to go for a nother app. cuz I have a cavity even though I’ve been being such a good girl.
I am a bit sad becuse I’m still having problems sleeping at night. I made a lavender bag last night and I think it sort of helped, but if you know of any good insomniac cures, do tell.
I am a little sad becuse I want to write, but have no insparation, which is unusual for me.

Well thats all that’s going on right now with me. I really, really can’t wait to see Kitty

Much Love

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I can’t count the number of times I have been bitten, scraped, scratched, pushed, nocked, brused, bashed, run over and had my hair pulled by family, friends, random strangers and myself.

Ugh

But I’m off to andy’s now so he’ll make everything better

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and its me falling over. Only old women do that I was crossing the hall to go to the loo when I tripped on my own baggy trousers. Subsequently I hurt. Wooden floors’ll do that. And my little toe feels like it aught to be broken. Ugh.

This isn’t my day. I got to Andy’s last night and found I was covered in bites and I have been trying not to scratch all day! Fucking mossie!

I guess while I’m at it, I suppose I should do a wee update since I haven’t blogged for about a week [Shock! Horror! ]

Well, Mum called Paragorn training to see why they hadn’t contacted me since sometime in april, and they told her that they couldn’t help me so they transfered me back to Connexions without telling me I’m not really pissed, but I am disappointed, and a little upset that they didn’t bother to tell me. So bye bye nice easy modern apprenticeship
But, I have decided that I want to be a Librarian. You’ll all think its stupid, but I really think that this is my ‘calling’, but its nice to finally have direction. So the Connexions people gave me lots of info about it and how to get in, and I have applied to Poole council to do cover library assistant stuff. I hope I get it I’ve also e-mailed Somerset collage to see what their Library and IT Services City and Guilds is like.

Umm, I’m slowly reading Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, and got an advanced reading copy of Wild Animus through the post from Book Crossing.com.

TESCO didn’t really answer my query about vegan wine; they sent me a list of stock suitable for vegans, but no word on when they might stock vegan wine or why the don’t. What more can I do? My mum has found out about some really good allergy test, which I’m looking forward to cuz I’m fed up on guess work and one day something being okay then the next its not. Also on that subject, I got a letter today saying my hospital appointment has been moved 5 days.

I have had my hair cut. Before it was below my bra strap. Now its just below my shoulders, with feathered ends and looks really cool. I’d post a pic, but I still haven’t gotten around to getting a digicam, although I did find a nice 3MP one with some groovy internal software that makes it look like 5MP for only £100.

Eh, that fall has made me feel all funny, so I shall go. Ciao

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Well, I actually got back home from andy’s around 10 on sat [29th], but due to tiredness, lazzyness, and no ‘net connection, I haven’t been able to blog untill now.

I really miss him. Really, really, really miss him. But I guess I will get over it. I might go back and see him either today or tomorrow.

So what have I been up to?
Sunday I went to a place called Whichhampton with my parents as the village was doing ‘walk in gardens’ where people open their gardens so one can wander a round them and look. It was nice, very freindly and we got some good ideas, but there is an awful lot of money in that little village….
Monday we visited Nan. They say she’s ‘slipping’ But she didn’t seems like that, she just seemed like a tired and fail old lady. on the way back westopped and had really nice chip-shop chips and then ate them in a layby on the road to Lychet Matravers [I think]. Beautiful view, even if it was a little overcast.
Yesterday I messed around with my webpage and added some things and stuff.
Today, I’m planning on going up to the libary to ask if they want volenters to work there, I looked at BSM as I really need to learn to drive or somthing, but I don’t think I will go with them as they seem very expensive. I’m sure I was going to do somthing else, but I can’t for the life of me think what it was…

Friday I’m supossed to have my hair cut short, but I really don’t know what to have done with it :S

Anywho, that all thats going on in my boring life atm. Ciao all

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