Archive for July, 2004

I suck…

…At making website designs. I’ve made three in the past few days and they are all crap, and I hate them, and one doesn’t even work under IE [I wanted css hover buttons].
I. Suck. Big-time. *sulks*

On the other hand, I was talking to a new mate, Alex, over MSN and he said that he was telling his work mates about me, and apprently I am an Uber Babe, cuz I’m ‘attractive and use Linux’. That was pretty cool :) Except its not cheering me up now.

And I meant to go to bed early today, since I had to put a tent up on my own in the sun and I am/ was so tired. I even skipped out going to the beach with kat cuz I was tired, and I feel like a bad mate cuz she really wanted to see me.

I suck. And everthing else sucks too. *cries*

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Yay for QE!

[NB, this came from Queen Evanescence]
1) Would you rather have your own planet or your own country? Country I think, much easier to manage

2) Have you ever been to America? If so, where did you go? If not, why the hell haven’t you been here yet? In relative order: No, but my parents have, to Daytona raceway and Kennedy space center, I don’t have any money, I would need at least two months to visit everything I wanna visit, I don’t wanna go on my own and Darkliquid wouldn’t come with me, and I wouldn’t know who [from Spacefem] to invade first :)

3) What American Bands do you like? Err, I’m just gonna say all, cuz I like jazz, blues and rock, so it would take far to long to go through them all :P

4) Word Association a) rose b) Spacefem c) children d) evanescence e) gumball. a] Blood, b] purple, c] eek! d] light e]chewy

5) Who has influenced you the most in your life? A split be Darkliquid and my father; My father when I was younger, and now Darkliquid :)

THE RULES! 1 — Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2 — I will respond; I’ll ask you five questions.
3 — You’ll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4 — You’ll include this explanation.
5 — You’ll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed.

So, who else wants this treatment?

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Prodcutive

I feel I’ve had a very productive day to day. Even though I haven’t really done anything. Andy/ Darkliquid [digressing: what should I call him?] and I talked well into this morning about, well stuff. First it was stuff about my next Asuka and Gurn story, which will either be called Asuka’s Diary or Dear Diary I haven’t quite decided, that I’m going to do entirely in diary entries. Then it was stuff about the cartoons we watched as kids [we found a website about 80's cartoons, there were many 'I remember that!'s] then it was stuff about kids, and then our childhoods/ school, and finally I ended up in tears [but thats by-the-by].

The rest of today Andy and I walked into Westborne for him to pay some money into his bank, and then we headed off to Poole. I managed to get a new loofah thingy made from Sisal, and found out when my next eye appointment should be. I should have made it then, but for some bizarre reason I didn’t. Besides that there was a farmers market down the hight street which was nice to look at [well for me anyway].

Some when around 2pm we got lunch. What a farce. I went into Nathans and got a pre-made salad that had mouldy cucumber and soggy lettuce, and Andy had a chemical strawberry ice-cream. I did have a banana and a Robinson’s fruit pastel lolly which were nice. Then we just hung around and got cold, until it got to 4pm and Andy buggered off and I went to have my teeth drilled. What fun. Fortunately, it didn’t break the bank as much as I thought it would, but the local anesthetic made me all tired and fuzzy headed, I barely remember the bus ride home and I literally walked in, said hi to Dad dropped everything and fell on the bed. I don’t think I slept for long but I felt much better after. I still have a bit of a headache and feel a little weak, but I should be fine.

In other news, I’m thinking of completely overhauling my site, but I have no inspiration. Any one wanna lend me some? And the collage hasn’t called me back yet to say if I got that job. Should I call them? Oh and I wrote a new poem, its at the Scrolls at the mo.

Ciao all, I have to go crash again. *dies*

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Ghost in the machine

Rant #1.
I swear my host server is possessed.

A few days ago all the images on my website stopped working, and I couldn’t work out why. The permissions were all correct, for both the images and the /img directory, the code was not broken, the support ticket submitted to my hosts said the site was working fine, and all the images were loading, yet everyone else [including me] could not see them. But today they are working. They just suddenly started working.

My site is possessed. Thats the only thing I can think of [other than its all a conspiracy to mess with my head, but thats just ludicrous ;) ]

Rant #2.
I can’t make a new layout for my site. I want buttons, so I find a site with a tutorial for making CSS nested navigation buttons, and I make the layout, and I try to put the two together, and what happens? The screen goes blank. I test both the CSS and the HTML with a validator, and it says they are both fine. So I take the button code out of the layout code and it still refuses to work. Someone tell me, why is it doing this to me? Why does CSS hate me so much? I always seem to have this problem when I want to make a new layout; half way through messing with the code something happens and the whole damn lot disappears. *shoots CSS, navi buttons and new layout, then jumps up and down on them*

Stupid rashn frashen, bloody web-page, git, fuck, cunt weasel, cheese moose pylons!
Gah!

Okay, I’m done :)

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Into the wide b2 yonder

Third time lucky…

Yay! I finally managed to get a blog on my website. I’m really pleased that I can do this, and that I can take the step of letting go of my 20six blog. The RSS feed works now as well, so please feel free to subscribe to it :)

On other website related matters, I think next time I change the layout, I’m going to completely overhaul my website. And I mean completely. I’m going to re-type the whole code in strict XHTML, and make everything more CSS based. And that will happen as soon as I get some inspiration for a new site layout. Which won’t happen for a while as I think I’m going to be quite busy for the next coming weeks.

Thats right, I think I got a job! Those who have been following my 20six blog will know that I got accepted into Bournemouth and Poole college’s Modern apprenticeship scheme, and they have set me up with a really cool sounding job at the Bowlplex offices helping the IT manager out by basically doing grunt work: Taking and logging phone calls, backing up the servers, updating the website every week stuff like that. He [the IT manager, who interviewed me] also said that there are two projects he is hopping to implement: a clocking on/off system with biometrics [ie fingerprint scanning] and getting all CCTV feeds to a central location that can be viewed over secure Internet channels.
It sounds like a really spiffy job, and the guy who interviewed me was really nice as well. Yay for me :)

I think thats just about all the important news I have ATM, other than I went to a country show in Salisbury today and got a hat, and I really should water my fennel seedlings. Anyone want a fennel plant, 30p per seedling? :) Oh and my birthday is coming up, so don’t forget to check out my wishlist ;)

Love ya world X

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Wow,
I finally managed to get a blog on my site!
How chuffed am I? Very. I’m
still going to be using this one for a while, until I feel confident I
can shift
completely over to the other. And to give me time to say good-bye to
this place *looks around with fondness*. I still have to figure out how
to get the RSS feed working on it though, so any tips would be
appreciated.

In other news
I’ve got my job interview tomorrow, wish me luck. I’m also going to try
and get Andy to come into to B’mouth with me, so he can sell his games
and get some money.

Eh, I’ve been playing about on my web page all day,
and now I’m sleepy, so ciao y’all 

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lyke, stuff. ‘n’ stuff…

Parents and I went to a garden/ home show today. I get 3 plants; A dwarf lavender that is more like a budlea, a random red thing that smells really nice and sorta looks like a carnation, and a winter savoury. There were lots of stuff in the craft tents that I could have bought; A little blue trinket box with cool sewn patter on, a wooden trinket box that had cloth pebbles on it, a sewn picture of the beach, a wooden candle holder, pies, a sushi dish… Yeah, you get the idea. Anyway. I just planted them out and have gottern ready for Anuty Elain’s 50th party, and now I’m all blah. I really need food as well, so cioa… *sleeps*

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Just wonderin’…

If other parts of the contry, nay, the world has heard people turn negitive words into positive words. eg, That was hidiously cool?

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Getting things off my mind

I had a phone call from the collage today saying that I have a job interview. But the nervious euphoria that I had was replaced just now when andy IMed me, wanting to know if he could see me. I don’t know why, but I really just want to be alone this week, I don’t feel the need to see him, infact I feel a need to stay away from him, but when I told him that cold hard truth he got really angry. He wanted to know didn’t he? Why did he get so upset? Baka men. But now I’m really upset cuz I hurt him and I didn’t mean to, but he wanted to know, and he just keeps on. A girl needs space damnit. Baka Andy. So of course him being upset made me upset and cry, and I really don’t know why I’m acting like this, I’m in the middle of my pills so I shouldn’t be getting PMS or anything like that. Baka mood swings.
Bloody, stupid, fucking, cunt weasle cheese pylons!
*exhales* I feel a bit better now.

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Gaming

I really, really feel the need to rant about Role Play Gaming. Don’t get me wrong, I love RPGing. That is not my issue here. What is my issue is the people I am currently playing with, hack ‘n’ slash players and with meta game players.

My issues with Luke. He is an obnoxious fat twerp who spouts too much bullshit, and gets distracted to easily and distracts every one else including our current GM. Today, he succeeded in distracting the GM long enough so that out of the 4/5 hours we were there, I guess we only actually role played half that time. He disrupts everything! When something important is being said he isn’t listening, so when we go to do something he’s like, ‘What? What’s going on? What are you doing? Why are you doing that?’ and we have to repeat everything. I mean, its okay to get a little distracted and have a laugh, but its like he really doesn’t want to role play, he just wants to kill stuff, which is bad. Unfortunately he doesn’t learn so even if I told him this, by next week he would have forgotten and would do it anyway. The other thing that annoys me is that he thinks he knows everything so spouts so much crap, and is like a dog with a bone; he won’t let the issue drop until someone [me usually] screams at him to shut the fuck up.

My issues Dan. I don’t really have that many issues with Dan, but his style of playing is really starting to bug me. He meta game plays really badly. What I mean by that is he will look at a situation from his perspective, not from his characters perspective, and with information that his character is not privy to. And today we had several encounters that could have gone better, but instead of making the most of it and role playing like he should he kept saying things like, ‘You know you’ve fucked it all up for the rest of us?’. How lame can you get? And how he kept getting really impatient, for example, we were headed out of a village and to a fort, but instead of letting us role play the journey, he kept badgering the GM with, ‘Can’t we just be there already?’ and, ‘I think we should just arrive.’ Everyone knows that most encounters that get one experience points happen on the road. Also his constant extreme pessimism is really starting to annoy me. He’s like ‘So are we dead yet?’, ‘We are so going to die.’ and, ‘You all should have listened to me, we are going to die now’ all the fucking time!

My issues with Greg [the GM]. These are most little idiosyncrasies that just bug me. Like the way he won’t explain things very well, so I get lost in the story, and how he runs his hand over his hair when he’s doing extended dialogue. It also annoys me how easily he gets distracted and how loud I have to yell to make him focus again. He also doesn’t seem to have good control of the group. By that I mean, we seemed to have quite a few disagreements on what things look like, etc. He doesn’t seem to be able to enforce the ‘The GM is God and therefore is always right’ rule. The other thing I don’t like about his lack of control is that it means that when he is trying to explain something, or describe something, someone else is always talking so I can’t hear, or that when we are separated, he doesn’t give each group equal time to do stuff and that everyone tries to talk to him at once. He never says, ‘Okay, X and Y you go.’ or, ‘Z, it’s your turn.’ I might try talking to him about some of this as I think he might listen.

I don’t have any issues with Andy, as due to my own actions I got left out a bit and he tried to get me involved again. I think cause I’m a rouge who hasn’t had an opportunity to show her skills yet, I get over looked in favour of the two rangers, whom I am better than, and Andy tried to give me opportunities to show myself. *huggles her Andy*
Jade I don’t really have issues with. I like her, but as she is new to my group, so she’s taking some getting use to.

Yeah, that’s my rant. The stuff with Luke isn’t really that new, but I still haven’t found a cure for him. Humm, I feel slightly better. I might have to print this off and show/ read it to the persons in question.

Night all

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