Ramblings of a Disorientated Mind

The ramblings, and occasional sanities, of a 20-something geekess from the UK

The Political Compass

Apparently my political compas is: Economic Left/Right: -4.50, Social Libertarian/Authoritarian: -3.18. Which according to their international political figures chart, puts me around the same area as Nelson Mandela. Thats a good thing right?
*runs off to do some checking on Nelson Mandela*

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bored

ya know that kinda bored you get when you have stuff that needs to be done but you don’t really want to. And you wanna do somthing, but you don’t? and nothing can alliviate the bordom? and you’r just really reeeally bored and flustrated and stuff.

I’m bored.

And I suck at everything webpage realted, and I can’t tell my parents I’m engaged cuz I suck and I’m so ill cuz of my intollerances, and I suck at sticking to eating good things, and I wanna read but I’m boread of it.

and I suck.

And I feel bad for not doing any writing but I’m so uninspired, like I’m slacking off at some big important work like when i didn’t do my Course work at school.

and I’m so lame

And, the classic blue album is really annoying me. i set the playlist to shuffle and randomise, but some how it’s going through the classic blue album…

and I’m bored. did I mention that already?

*scowles at all*

And Lizpoona on spacefem chat is annoying me cuz she is after my man, and I’m getting really jealious over it though I shouldn’t, and I have to keep growling at her to make her keep away, and all the drink we have in the house is lame.

*decided to listen to some linkin park and ramshtine to make self feel better*

in the imortal words of choa, everything is BAAAAAAAAD!

*considers breaking something*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

*pauses for breath*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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3, 2, 1, Let’s jam!

my cowboy bebop theme song is road to the west

what’s your cowboy bebop theme song?

This is quite accurate…

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My birthday

Well, y’all know what happened on Dan’s B/Day ;) , so this is what happened on mine:
Dragged myself out of bed at 9am to call Kate to ask her if she wanted to go to a jazz evening I saw on the way back from the previous night. She was dubious, but said yes, and we had a chat. I then left Andy still snoozing at 10ish, and it took about an hour to get home and when I did there were cards and parcels on my bed, and mum came and gave me some more.

I then called the place to find that we had to eat if we wanted to go there, so I thought screw that, and spent a few minuets trying to search for somewhere else. I eventually found somewhere called Café Flure, up on Canford cliffs, and rang around everywhere telling people what was going on. Once that was sorted, I spent the rest of the day trying to finish of a page for my website.

When Owen got home at 6, he brought me four speakers, which I then spent ages playing with. Monkey turned up at about 2015 and we got underway, and went and collected Andy and Dan, and Kate and Trevor.

The place was packed. We arrived at 2130, got drinks and then stood outside, until I decided I wanted to listen, and loitered in the doorway of the café [which FYI, was tiny]. I danced quite a bit, with occasional wanderings out to see if everyone was okay. Owen and Sarah went home about 2200 ish ‘cuz it’s past Sarah’s bedtime’. The three monkeys [Andy, Dan and Monkey] just talked about stuff, though Dan did come dance with me for a bit, and tried to persuade Andy to dance with me as he was going to get the band to announce our engagement. Kate and Trevor talked the entire night, I really don’t think they had fun since Kate professes to hate jazz, and she can’t dance to it, though near the end of the night, I did get her dancing to it. We were also dancing together, and quite provocatively. The annoying thing about that was that the rest of the café noticed, the band noticed [and kept making eye contact *blush*] but Andy didn’t! Grr men!

The band finished at 2330, and we spent the rest of the evening chatting until mum came to pick us up.

It was a fun night, even if Dad didn’t come, and no one but me really liked the music. :D

List of presents I got:
Pair of really nice comp speakers X2 [from Owen and Sarah]
A nice belt [from those two in Malta]
A bunch of socks,
A proper jewelery case,
A ‘Lil’ Miss Naughty’ pair of PJs [from Mum and Dad]
A dragon letter opener [from Barry]
A wolf t-shirt [from the rest of the Sullivans]
A big box for keepsakes,
A little pewter box,
Two books [from me, yes I'm really bad, I buy myself presents]
Picture of DruidX [from Ian]
Hugs from everyone else.

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heyhey

Wow, I’ve had a fantatic past few days, but I still haven’t found time to update. Doing a lot of work on my website…

This entry was brought to you by the letter X, the number 7, and the phrase ‘I ain’t dead’

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It’s True!

A lot of people have IM/called me today about my new status as an Official Fiancé [tm] after reading it else where. Yes it is true. Here is a quick FAQ:
Am I excited/bouncing off the walls etc? Not really
Why the hell not? I don’t know, maybe cuz Andy and I have been talking about if for so long, maybe its cuz Andy has already proposed to me twice. Maybe it just hasn’t sunk in yet.
What happened? Well we went out for Dan’s birthday yesterday, but things didn’t really go well, and Andy and I opted to walk home. I decided I wanted to walk along Bournemouth prom, but we only got as far as the Oceanarium’s café, where we stopped and I had battered fish and chips [sans batter-I picked it all off], then we walked back through the park and all the illuminations were lit, and it was twilight and romantic, I though, so I just sort of randomly stopped, took his hands and said ‘Andrew John Montgomery, will you be my husband?’ The he said yes, and I cried a bit :D
So when is the big day? Good Gods, we are so not that organised.
So who is the Best Man/ Maid of Honour? Well, Katy is my best mate so she will be Maid of Honour, and I’m guessing Dan will be Best Man.
Can I come? Err maybe. If you can get to the UK, then sure why not :)
You guys are so cute *grrr* the next person who says that I will hurt. He might be, but I am not *makes scary face*
I can’t think of any more questions, so Congats! Thanks :D
You can read his take on it here and here

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Happy brithdays

Cuz I’m lazy I’ll do them all together:
Happy birthday to us,
Happy birthday to us,
Happy birthday to dear Dan, Barry, Charlie and Me-ee
Happy birthday to us!
Yay! Dan’s and Barry’s is today, Mine is tomorrow and Charlie’s is 7th

I got an early birthday present when I got home today [I've been at Andy's for the past few days, mostly chilling during the day and swimming in the sea in the evening]. Apparently my [old]new chair squeaks to much, so I have a new one. Only, I think I broke it already; The casters don’t want to stay on and the gas-lift thingy doesn’t work.

Kitty and I went shopping for peoples pressies on Tues, however I’m not going to say who got what cuz they might be reading this [though I doubt it], though I got myself a reduced wicckle box with a pewter top, very pretty, and a bigger box [with moons and stars on it] to put my keepsakes in it. Yay, no more pink plastic hell :D

Work on the website has obviously ground to a halt. Things have been a little… busy to say the least.

What else has happened? Oh yeah, Ian [Andy's brother] drew me a representation of my S/N DruidX. She’s very cool, and has the nicest dress [I really wanna try making it, I actually think it would look pretty good on me], though he forgot my staff. Kate showed me some of her Herbal books, though they are mostly medicinal types, and she reckons I should make a section of my site dedicated to my herbs [what thinkest everyone?]. And Talking of herbs, I made some mint and lemon balm ice cubes, and they are really nice, and I just cut my lavender. #Lavenders’ blue, dilly dilly, lavenders’ blue..

That enough of my ramblings for now, love to all :D

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Meme

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer Created with MemeGen

Your first full name:

Your personality rates a nine =)

your best quality is you give friends great advice

your worst quality is you think people judge you

this is because you were born this way

I try not to be shallow and concered about other’s appreances, but I’m very concerned about my own, as somthing in my head seems to expect other people to be incedibly shallow towards me.

That thing is scary…

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Three little children, crafts and a portend of Doom

Wow, what a weekend!

Saturday morn I coded more of my new site layout, then in the afternoon Dad and I went to Kingston Lacy House with the Elton-Walls [The people I put the tent up for. Two adults and three small kiddies, 2, 5, 7] It was very tiering by really good fun. Theo [the 5 yr old] is so funny; we were walking to a play park and every so often he would just stop and go ‘Look!’ and there would be a birds nest or something :)

The in the evening I went out with Kat, Andy and Dan [Icebear] to the beach. The water was still very warm and we all played in the water until 8ish when Dan and Andy got out and decided to make a pyramid of sand balls, with moat and guard tower. Kat and I got about about 9.30 cause were were getting cold. After we had all got changed we were looking out to see and we could see this bright orange lump on the horizon. We stood and joked about it until we realised that it was the moon. Yes, the moon was bright orangey red, and we have the man-in-the-moon face towards us, so it looked like a Halloween pumpkin. It was such a fantastic sight, except no one had a camera on them :( I think we sat there for at least half an hour watching it, it was just so amazing.

Sunday the parents came and picked me up from Andy’s [where I had stayed the night] and we wandered off to a craft show at Sherbourn Castle. There were lots of very nice things there, at very nasty prices. I think if someone said to me I could’ve taken two things home with me for free I would have had a wrought iron-work table with a mosaic of a welsh dragon on it and a large keepsake box that was midnight blue and had stars painted on it. It was a nice little show and we got some food, and had a nice chat with the man displaying longbows. Oh and I want a ferret. They are so damn adorable. That and I could use it to terrorise the rabbits Sarah and Owen are going to get :D

Yeah so I’ve had a good weekend, its just a pity that this morning I called the collage to ask about that job.

After someone had called the guy to see what he said, I was called back and told that, one he didn’t think I was very interested, even thought I was very much [I guess I was just to nervous to let it show] and two, he wanted someone who could deal with people well, though I don’t remember saying that I wasn’t very good at it. So its a bit of a bummer, but the collage lady said not to worry as she has loads of other places that might take me :-/

Well, I really should go and do those errands for mum after I’ve eaten and then do some more on my website. [NB, I'm hopping to get a forum going called 'geek girls UK' or something less lame, what do people think about that? Cause 'Linux Chix' is a lame news list, and all I can find on the same subject are personal pages]

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