Yeah, it was just that good. So what happened then?
1. I just duff boards nearly all day that I couldn’t fix.
2. I blew up my power supply [kat, thats the big box that lives at the back of the tower in a big comp 
] in the most spectacular fasion. It had blue sparks and everything. And, while pissy at the time, is kinda cool now.
3. I think I had wind; I’ve been really cold and tired all day, and I’m pretty sure my eyes weren’t closed and I wastherefore sleeping, but I’m not sure now.
4. Mat [guy from work] is pissed at Dan [our dan] cuz of something to do with their house warming clashing with our get together [which is a rant all in itself right now], even thought it might not do and raagh *got lost and confused*
But, ya know what? I think the sky on the way home made up for everything. The sky was so clear, and I caught the tail end of sunset and.. oh, just beautiful 
But yeah. I should divorce/ dump/ whatever my mates ['cept kitty and Lex]. I wanted to see them all for christmas, I bought a fantabulous new dress, so I suggest going to a resturant. No one wants to go. We’re supposed to go this weekend, but no one is telling me anything about if its on or not or whatever. Is it really too much to ask that I wanna see my mates, and I wanna wear my goddamn dress, and makes every male in the goddamn resturant jealous of andy? I know what will happen, we’ll just go for drinks, and my dress isn’t a drinking dress [well, it might be a coctail dress, but there is nowhere like that in poole], it’s a dinner-at-7 dress, and I am so goddamn pissed at them. Not that any of them read this though, so what trhe fuck does it all matter anyway. I just shouldn’t buy nice clothes, I never get to goddamn fucking wear them. :’(
Goddam fucking usless shitbags.
Hu, even swearing’s not making me feel better 
I wish kitty were back already, she’d go to a resturant with me [since andy doesn't like them], or Lexy. I bet Lexy’s a real… Damn, what’s the word? Connoisseur. I really whish I knew why it seems so gorram difficult for me to go out and have a nice meal and a fun time. Oh wait, I forgot, fun only happens to other people [/bitterness]
merr.
☮&♥
3 comments
Comment by Chris on December 18, 2004 at 01:56
Wear your dress anyway, take photos and publish them on the net so we can tell you how fantastic you look.
Just an idea.
Comment by Dru on December 19, 2004 at 22:39
Comment by Alex Sweetman on December 20, 2004 at 16:22
Aww *cuddles*
1) If I manage to make it down for Christmas (still undecided / family annoyingness) then we could go out for a meal (and I could get another look at that slinky dress if its the one I think).
2) Power supplies blowing up are quite cool, but dangerous. I managed to pop a capacitor in my current one (which still works somehow), but rather than looking cool, it just smelled bad. The only other one I destroyed had lightning sparks from the socket in the wall, and licks of flame as it consumed itself and most of the computer it was in….but thats another story
anyway, sorry to hear things arent too great for you at the mo, but enjoy the sunsets – tomorrow is the winter solstice
And take care of yourself Lau.
Speak soon, *hugs*