Blarg
Funny how I always distract myself when I’m trying to do something creative. I wrote this today.
Shut your eyes, lift up your head, hold your hands before you.
Feel your power coiling deep inside.
Gently, gently, lift its restraints, and let it flow free.
Feel your power, see it; crimson, sapphire, malachite
flowing through your veins.Your hands are it’s conduit,
guide your power to them,
feel the warmth it brings.
Focus!
Focus…Push the power to your waiting fingertips,
and let it slide free
to the waiting world.Spell cast.
It looks like it should have taken maybe 15 mins doesn’t it? In actual fact it took about an hour and a half, because I kept wandering off to watch TV or get food or read other blogs. I know I have talent in this area, but why can’t I seem to apply myself? Anyway, what do you think.
Its based off something I thought up last night, but was far to tired to bother writing down, but I think that ‘spell cast’ at the end makes the whole thing a bit to RPGish. Eh whatever.
I’ve been toying with the idea of making the main page of my website into my blog, but I’m not sure… I really like being at 20six, and stuff, but I also like the idea of having my website and blog altogether. Although I’m not really sure what I would do with the stuff currently on my front page. Any thoughts?
I think I shall pointedly not talk about the argument thingy I had with Andy last night, and why he is an uncaring jackass, and how I’m really not sure I love him any more and how it feels to me like we aren’t an ‘us’ any more, but a ‘you an I’, and how I know what will happen if I say I want some time away from him and how I can’t deal with that sort of pressure again. I’m also not going to talk about how I’m scared we will turn into one of those on/off couples, and how I don’t think I’m ever going to be happy, with or with out him, and how I never feel anything for him, or when he is in my arms, or that I think most of the problems lie with him.
I use to say that true love of any form was being able to say, ‘Yes I would throw myself in front of a speeding bullet if it would save you’. I’m not sure I would, for him, any more.
Why can’t there be an FAQ or Users Guide for Life?
Sorry for depressing you all….
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