Swiming with Jade-Can yesterday was fun, especially considering she can’t actually swim properly. We talked a lot and had some laughs, and I got a rather amusing quote: ‘Can’t stop – going to drown’. It’s a bit irritating though – I’ve put on 3lb since last week.
But that’s not really want I want to talk about. Actually I’m not sure what I want to talk about. I think it’s that I’m in a slump maybe. Last night, after jade went I got stuck in one of those horrible moods where you’re incredibly bored but you can’t seem to find anything to occupy you. And it’s carried on to today.
I’m supposed to be cleaning the flat, but I can’t really be bothered. I tried to read this book Andy got his boss to lend me called ‘getting things done’ and I can’t really focus on it. I tried making a list or settling on a way of organising myself and I can’t be bothered to finish doing that.
I havte getting in a slup like this, when I just feel so lethargic. I belive the phrase is ‘My get up and go has got up and gone’.
And I have a headache.
And my shoulder and wrist hurts.
And you want to know what the worst bit is? Everyone else seems to be getting along with their lives fine and dandy-like. It feels like I’m the only sad one right now. It’s always that everyone else happiness is inversly proprtonal to my own.
Edit: And what’s possibly worse is that I burst into tears on the phone to kat just now, and hand to hang up on her.
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