Ramblings of a Disorientated Mind

The ramblings, and occasional sanities, of a 20-something geekess from the UK

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Ya, know, I just found somthing that may help to explain all this good-two-shoeing i’m doing and this unnnatural desire not to give up.
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INFJ – “Counselor Idealist”.

Abstract thought and speech, cooperative in reaching their goals, and directive and introverted in their interpersonal roles. Counselors focus on human potentials, think in terms of ethical values, and come easily to decisions. The small number of this type (little more than 2 percent) is regrettable, since Counselors have an unusually strong desire to contribute to the welfare of others and genuinely enjoy helping their companions. Although Counsleors tend to be private, sensitive people, and are not generally visible leaders, they nevertheless work quite intensely with those close to them, quietly exerting their influence behind the scenes with their families, friends, and colleagues. This type has great depth of personality; they are themselves complicated, and can understand and deal with complex issues and people.

Counselors can be hard to get to know. They have an unusually rich inner life, but they are reserved and tend not to share their reactions except with those they trust. With their loved ones, certainly, Counselors are not reluctant to express their feelings, their face lighting up with the positive emotions, but darkening like a thunderhead with the negative. Indeed, because of their strong ability to take into themselves the feelings of others, Counselors can be hurt rather easily by those around them, which, perhaps, is one reason why they tend to be private people, mutely withdrawing from human contact. At the same time, friends who have known an Counselor for years may find sides emerging which come as a surprise. Not that they are inconsistent; Counselors value their integrity a great deal, but they have intricately woven, mysterious personalities which sometimes puzzle even them.

Counselors have strong empathic abilities and can become aware of another’s emotions or intentions — good or evil — even before that person is conscious of them. This “mind-reading” can take the form of feeling the hidden distress or illnesses of others to an extent which is difficult for other types to comprehend. Even Counselors can seldom tell how they came to penetrate others’ feelings so keenly. Furthermore, the Counselor is most likely of all the types to demonstrate an ability to understand psychic phenomena and to have visions of human events, past, present, or future. What is known as ESP may well be exceptional intuitive ability-in both its forms, projection and introjection. Such supernormal intuition is found frequently in the Counselor, and can extend to people, things, and often events, taking the form of visions, episodes of foreknowledge, premonitions, auditory and visual images of things to come, as well as uncanny communications with certain individuals at a distance.
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Link.

I just found this really cool webiste, click here to see it. :)

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Blame this on Gledster

There is this meme where you put all music you own in your playlist and then randomise, then you take the first 10 and put in down. This is mine:

1. Legends of the fall – piano theme
2. Bryan Adams – c’mon, c’mon, c’mon
3. Coldply – clocks
4. Ministry of Sound – autum leaves
5. corno cross – volcano of death
6. songs from the tavern – bergioun brawle
7. evanessance – you
8. Purbeck Big Band – one on one
9. lacuna coil – halflife
10. Alice Cooper – poison

Not bad selection there.

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*sigh*

Is it bad to want to sleap ’till 1200h when one’s spend the night hacking and coughing untill 0300h?

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merrr

Went swimming last night at Broadstone health club/ lesiuer center thing. It was fun, pool was almost completly empty. We only swam for 30 mins, so as not to over do things [which was good cuz my reight ram and back hurt this morning]. But I couldn’t find my nice swimsuit :( I use to keep all my swim gear in one place, and when i went to look it wasn’t there. Just dissapered, like my hairbrush! Theory is that Gnomes from Dimesion X are stealing my stuff. I think it sounds plasuable, but then I belive in fay and unicorns and dragons, so don’t take my word for it.

On a less insane note, my diet is going well, except for the fact I couldn’t go and see any this w/kend so I’ve asked him to come over after collage tomorrow wich will be nice *grins happily* I did some more stuff to my site, mainly updating my wishlist and fanlisting/ cliques page. I accidently joined quite a few….

At 1450h I’ve got a doctors apointment [regular doc that it] for more pills and potions, but, thats about it.

Cioa! :)

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Walkers is now on my shit list

Why? becuse the only think I can think that I’ve eaten that could possibly make me ill, is the walkers crips I had earlier to day. It even says on their site that they are ok for vegans and contain no wheat or glucose. Stupid walkers.

Either that or some how I’m allaergic to fruit, un-bread, mushrooms or couse couse.

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Lossa Stuff!

Music: Nightwish
Mood: Nostalgic

Well! Wasn’t Sunday fun! :)

I met up with Andy, Ryan [Ry] and Charlie [C], and C’s potential, Steve and we wandered around Poole for the rest of the day; down the high street, up the high street, halfway back down the high street, into Burger King for late lunch. Andy and I shared a Super XL Bacon Double Cheese Burger Meal, with him having the burger and me having the chips. Then back up the high street. We dropped in to Argos for Ry to look at something and saw Woody [random person from school], but since non of use really like him we just sort of waved and walked out. Steve left us at that point cuz he was really tired. He never spoke much, but apart from the fact he smokes, he seems ok. Charlie didn’t have any money for food in Burger King, so we walked to the bus station for her to get something in the newsagents. While we were stood giggling and being incredibly dirty and dodgy Amy showed up! Amy is also a person from school, and I think the last time I actually saw her was when we all got out A-Level results. We chatted for a while and then decided that we needed to have a class of 1999/2002 reunion, so I have to e-mail everyone and see who’s free when.

[Sunday evening was actually quite depressing, as I went to the Sullavans for tea, but there was little to nothing I could eat :( ]

I also never realised how ‘huggy’ our group has become. Charlie disappeared first cuz her buss was in so she got a hug from me, Amy, and Ry, then Ry left and get hugs as well, and when Amy, Andy and I went our separate ways we hugged then as well. I really don’t remember us being this huggy, but maybe its something that is spurred by age and the fact we haven’t seen each other for sometime. Although it wasn’t really a ‘sit down and talk about what we’ve been up’ to sort of seeing, it was more of a ‘yes they are still alive. Look, see? I can’t put my hand through them!’, which is just as nice.

*sigh* Sometimes I really miss everyone, but I know that really they are just an e-mail or phone call away, and though I might not call or mail then, it makes me feel better that if I ever did really need to talk that they aren’t that far :)

In other news…

I decided it was time to re-sort my books, so I’ve just gone through and put all the stories in one place, all the reference stuff in another, and cleared a bunch of draws out. Now I think I will sort out the rest, while I let my Keyboard rest [the batteries are being odd]. I also bought a DigiCam! Yay! Go me! And tonight I’m gonna go to Andy’s, so taking my food with me is gonna be interesting….

Things are good and fun right now, :D so lol. Adue!

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ugh

I have to finish doing laundry, and do the washing up and e-mail people, and do some stuff, but ya know, I really can’t be arsed. I just suddenly sat down and when *flop*. I’m dead. No energy. Bleh. I can’t even have any ‘get high quick’ stuff like cocolate [dairy] or honey [its made with bee saliva]. and I don’t have any red devil stuff, though i keep meaning to get some. *sigh* Now watch as i crumple into a little tiny snoozing pile….

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Ya know something thats really annoying?

Music: Clasical/ Morrowind, LOTR and Princess Mononoke OST

Mood: Ok

I dusted the tops of my speakers at the beginning of the week and guess what?

The dust is back!

Thats right, the evil dust bunnies will not go away! Grrr.

On the up side, I managed to sort my wardrobe out. I put some stuff in the bag thingies that live on top of my wardrobe, and found my helmet bag, the second helmet horn, and my swimming stuff! It was right at the back of the wardrobe, no wonder I couldn’t find it! The only thing left to do now is to sort my bra/ knicker draw out and my tops draw. I also found a load of ‘smelly’ soaps that have lost their scent, so I put them in the bathroom. I also found a couple of potpourri poppets that I refreshed with some lavender oil and put back among my clothes to make them smell pretty :) .

I just had the remainder of last nights corn pasta and mushroom sauce and I’m feeling a little bloated and ill. I was playing with my DigiCam this morning and I was gonna go for a little walk this afternoon, to take more pics, but I’m not sure I feel like it any more. Merr, even if i did I can’t see them cuz I can’t work out how to make it work under Linux, and my windows box isn’t working, so if i install Win2k, I have to re-install Grub over the top, and I don’t know how to do that :(

Ah well, maybe a walk will do me good. I’ll have to ask Dad if he fancies going some place. Yay for Daddy-Daughter days :D . Lol.

Ciao all :)

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Been looking through old entries…

….and boy! Do I talk a lot or what? Sorry about that…

Yes, I’m procrastinating from doing that cleaning cuz I don’t feel so great today. *sigh*

Ya know what else is annoying? 20six’s not recognising new lines, so I have to remember to put the BR tags in….

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