I will not be guilted, brow-beaten or blackmailed into being censored or otherwise told what to write in my blog.
This is my space to tell the world what I’m thinking, what I’m doing or what I’m feeling. If you don’t like what I have to say, then fuck the hell off and don’t read.
And yes, now I might be a wee bit drunk.
☮&♥
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Comment by bloodred1889 on August 27, 2006 at 14:11
id like to start wikth a quote from drux’s blog….
Fuck you all
“I will not be guilted, brow-beaten or blackmailed into being censored or otherwise told what to write in my blog.
This is my space to tell the world what I’m thinking, what I’m doing or what I’m feeling. If you don’t like what I have to say, then fuck the hell off and don’t read.”
…. no laura you have no fucking right to say that, you see what you wrote about isnt yours to write about, it was our secrets our thoughts and our fucking feelings, not yours to write about in the most public place in the universe!!!!!
we are not guilting you, or blackmailing you to not write in your blog, we are telling you to be sensitive and think before you act about what we told you in confidence because we thought you were trustworthy. if you feel guilt then maybe thats because somewere in that fucked up world of yours you still have feelings.
dont worry though coz i for one, and im sure im not alone in this thought, wont be telling you jack shit anymore, if thats the way you want it, as for all your not sure if youd like to be friends with us anymore, then thats the way it shell be.
ive had enough of this whole situation too, if i have thoughts and feelings i will write about them, i wont stab everyone in the back while i do it.
basically for me, the cards are in your hand now, you say sorry and then maybe we can get on with whats left of our friends circle, if you cant say sorry then come speak to us about it with your resons, not post it in your blog, coz your drunk and angry at us for leaving you when you didnt even say bye to all of us!
im going to end now, if this is how you want it, if you dont want us as friends then your going the right way about it trust me.
“if you dont like what im saying then fuck the hell of and dont read” this of course means jack to the 3.5 BILLION other people in the world with internet who have acsess to YOUR thoughts and YOUR feelings and by that i mean our FACTS and your perceptions!
good bye, have a nice day!
Comment by druidx on August 27, 2006 at 16:13
This was hidden. Notice the time stamp. I un-protected it beacuse I felt like I was hiding stuff from you all and myself, and I don’t think I should hide anything about me any more. Maybe this will help you realise what kind of person I really am and that what I’ve said about myself all along that no one belived was true.
>This of course means jack to the 3.5 BILLION other people in the world with internet who have acsess to YOUR thoughts and YOUR feelings and by that i mean our FACTS and your perceptions!
Actually, you’re wrong. The post with the most comments on this blog is a rant about some dumb TV show.
Comment by Devo on August 28, 2006 at 09:28
If you really don’t think you should hide anything about yourself any more, then answer me this honestly: Does Andy know about that blog entry you deleted? The one describing how you can’t trust anyone? Not even him? And what about all that stuff about you being ‘unable to be fulfilled in a relationship’, hmm?
I didn’t want to get involved in any of this, but that blog is something he needs to know about, if he doesn’t already. I’m just trying to look out for my brother. So if he doesn’t know, it’s your responsibility to tell him!
Comment by druidx on August 28, 2006 at 10:04
Devo. One, I don’t rememeber anything about delelteing any blog entries, especially not something like that. Hoever, if I did write something like that, I expect it was written a while ago, probably about a year after we’d been dating. And two, yes he does. Why the fuck wouldn’t I have told him this already? I love him and I would sure as hell do him that courtesy.
Edit: You’re actually reffeing to this post, which didn’t get deleted, it got assigned the correct date, beacuse when I fully published it it decided it was written on sunday, which it most defiantly wasn’t. Try looking before you jump on something.
Comment by Xander on August 28, 2006 at 15:25
Quote : “Actually, you’re wrong. The post with the most comments on this blog is a rant about some dumb TV show.”
I don’t know if you are a big voyager fan, but in one particular episode…the Doctor starts off a Holonovel, written about the starship “Vortex”, which was lost – many many miles from home. In this novel, he portrays facts and stories about the members of this crew, from the womanising Ensign “Marseilles” through to the over-agressive ships first officer. Now, he claimed that the things portrayed in this holonovel were nothing to do with the friends and family he had on voyager, wheras to everyone else it was incredibly apparent that they were.
For my point, I’d like to say that whether or not you spout private information about people over the internet, and whether it is true or not is beside the point… the fact is that people who do know us, and know of us may see this and associate the facts with us. Whether or not people come to your blog primarily for the braniac post is beside the point. If you search on the internet for us, your blog will come up and people will be coloured by the opinions in this blog. Additionally, the journal is available to your friends, and so the people who *really* matter to us can read these facts and views about us.
As much as I don’t want the world thinking that I am an overbearing smothering vindictive jealous overworking self harming drunkard who pines day and night after his lost love- as portrayed in your blog, even less than that do I want my friends to think that. Now, the people I have known for many many years (Hugh, Richard, Craig, Ewen) will know about what I am like – but those who know me less well from round here like Ryan, Luke, Monkey, Greg, etc etc will take these views as fact because you are ‘supposed’ to know me better than them having known me for longer.
You’ve painted a very one sided picture of me, and I’m sure of everyone else too, but the fact remains that people will question the content of your posts. “Theres no smoke without fire” is a great analogy, and so people will seriously question what is implied by what you’ve written.
Hell, you could have just written “He got really pissed off one night and put his hand through a metal fence” rather than saying “hurting himself”. Its more accurate, and gives at least an understanding of the motives involved.
You have the right to write what you like. But bear in mind the feelings of the people that you walk over when you do such things. I know you’ve joined the very short list of people who have betrayed my trust, which has gotten dramatically larger over the past few months. I’m incredibly disappointed with what you wrote before as I explained to you in person. In the future, I’d appreciate you perhaps showing some consideration for my feelings when writing about me (I wont say the same about other people, but they may feel the same) and keeping personal information told in confidence confidential. Just because “no one reads it” doesn’t make it alright.