Archive for February, 2007

Spring and the Winds of Change

I don’t know what’s up with me just lately. So far all this week I’ve felt… weird. Skittish, unsettled. I can’t seem to concentrate on any task for over five minuets and none of my current projects seem to be interesting me. Outside it’s really lovely – Sun is shining bright, it’s breezy and fresh, but not too chilly. All the daffodils are out, and it feels so spring like.

Maybe that’s all it is – Spring Fever, hitting me early. Real early too, since it’s not even March yet.

*Sigh* What to do with myself?

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Site update 66

Lots of minor changes have been happening.
* Uploaded all my large images [such as from the gallery] to photobucket.
* Checked external links around the site.
* Updated the RPG Chars page.
* Put the avatars, wallpapers and emoticons pages under a ‘graphics’ link
* Added more avatars
* Gave Simply Precious the site of the moment award.
* Updated the ‘cast and crew’ section of the about me page and moved the images of myself and mates to the gallery
* Dumped a bunch of test and quizz related stuff behind the link ‘Tests and Memes’
* Updated b2Evo to the latest release

If any one has any comments, suggestions or critisisms on the site, throw them this way :)

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Descriptive Piece One

After the noise of the street, the silence of the church was deafening, Richard thought. As he stood on the threshold, he considered briefly the chill and that vacuous silence, and how it lent sincerity and sanctity. Richard took a step off the prickly mat and listened to how the hard leather sole rang out against the tiled floor. He took another, and then another until the silence was filled with his ringing footfalls and he was stood before the alter.

He looked up, over the golden chalices and candle stick holders, past the stone depictions of St Paul, St Mary and the others, to the rosary window. He gazed at it, his eye moving along the leadened lines, picking out the detail of each scene. As he gazed, outside the sun came out, sending spots of colour dancing across the floor, the alter steps and Richard. In reverence for the spectacle he knelt, and as he did so, the sun shone brighter, sending the yellow halo of Christ to rest upon Richard’s own brow.

Richard sighed. He’d asked for a sign, and a sign he had received.

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Well would ya look at that….

Mood: sweepyish

….0730h and I’m awake and not feeling to sluggish. This has to be a record. Me, willingly waking before 1000h, and with coffee and maplesyruped porrage to boot :D

So why am I up? Sarah woke me up on her way out the door, I got up for a pee and decided I wasn’t sweepy enough to make a coffee and that I was thrirsty, and that it was all sunny and pretty out. Coffee lead to porrage, lead to me being slightly more awake.

I’m a bit dissponted with the porrage actually. Its a little bit to runny, and maybe should have gone in for a little longer. Also, maple syrup isn’t the best thing for porrage, Golden is better.

Oh and I want to wish my darling Bro a very happy brithday, 24 to day!
:D :D

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Porrage troubles

Humm after many experiments, I think I have perfected the art of cooking gluten free porrage in the microwave! Yay me. But there is still the ‘what shall I put in it?’ question. I put blackcurrent jam in it this morning but it just turned a funny shade of grey and didn’t taste very nice. I think Golden syrup is the way to go.

Any other suggestions?

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Oh Ya….

Finaly got into my website’s cpanel and set up my new e-mail. No more sucky Another.com for me :)

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*sigh*

Music: Random classical
Mood: humf

Crying again,
hot tears in shadow,
hearing what you really think of me.

I thought I was liked,
thought I was respected.

I guess not then.

But I tried to put it right.
Feeling somehow it was all my fault,
all my fault.

But then,
there is no cure for stupidity.

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This was inspired by a cirtain thing a cirtain person said to me in the Spacefem chat last night. Some one I liked and respect the judgment of. I’m posting it here, becuse I’m not sure I want that cirtain person to see it, and I don’t think that person looks here, but if he does then, well, bugger. I’m almost compltly sure that any reaction to it on his part would be negative, and I don’t think I could take it. It took me about 5 minuets to respond to the cirtain thing he said to me last night, and I expect you reading this think I’m being stupid about being so concerned about what some random person from the ‘net said to me, but it hurt me quite badly and I think I’m rambling….

The thing is, had this been In Real Life, I don’t think I would feel quite so stupid at being so hurt by the comment. I’m half tempted to tell y’all what happened but I don’t really think it’s nessasary. And this post really just confirms what he though. Ok. I’m gonna shut up now, though I think I could ramble for a few more paragraphs, but I’m not cuz..I’m not.

Ciao.

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The Infamous Light Thief

Ryan was the Ifamous Pillow Thief – he attempted to steal all the pillows in Morrowind, and caused back problems and sleepless nights for many.

Andy was the Imfamous House Thief – he attempted to ‘own’ every house on Vardenfell, murdering so many, all in the pursute of real estate.

And now, my friends, there is a new kid on the mean streets of Balmora:
Dru, the Imfamous Light Thief! Cower in fear as she steals all candles, torches and lanterns, and tremble as a wave of darkness engulfs the land!

MWAHAHAHA!

Dru, the Imfamous Light Thief

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The photoshoot

I just realised that I never actually blogged what happened to me on thursday at my photoshoot. For those who don’t want to read the detailed report, it was an interesting day, and produced some very suprising results. I’m not sure I’d do it again, but it was quite cool.

Well, I arrived at waterloo in plenty of time, about 1310, so I decided to have some chips and a drink at Burger King before heading down to get on the tube. It took a little longer than I thought it would to get from oxford circus tuber station to the place, so I arrived a little after 1400. They got me a drink and I filled out a form to say what style I was interested in with my hair and make-up. Then I sat there for… I don’t actually know. I had my phone turned off to both conserve battery power and because I didn’t want to be called there, and they didn’t have any clock in the place. So I probably sat there for about half an hour, maybe lonmger before they did my make up.

The lady who did my make-up was nice. She was freindly and funny and complemented me on my long eyelashes and said I should wear more mascara [:P I don't think so lady]. She gave me a quite natural look with a sort of browny colour on my eyelids beacuse thats what I said I usually do [well I use bronze, but that's just semantics]. Then she put some loose curls in my hair, and put my parting to the side [she said it made me look prettier, and I do agree, it's just my hair has been trained to have a middle parting for so long, that it doesn't stay on the side for very long if I try it]. She also mentioned my hair was quoite static and pit some stuff on to hold it down. When she had finished, I was pretty amazed and she said I looked very sexy :)

So, then it was waiting for another hour or so before they cam to get me for my photoshoot. The lady who did that was very proffesional, but seemed very defferential towards me, which I guess I found a little off-putting. But anyway, there where a couple of shots I really didn’t feel comfortable doing [like leaning on walls] and some poses that when they came out where really nice, but at the time where quite uncomfortable. I also think I need to loose weight – my oriental dress doesn’t fit me very well anymore :S

So, when she was done with me and my 3 outfits, it was back upstairs to wait for my photos to be shown to me. I think that part took the longest, it felt like at least 2 hours. After that time, some guy came out and took me to a little booth where we looked at my photos. Some of them where really really cool, and others you could see how uncomfortable I was with the positions. So it has been okay up till that point. Sure I was quite tired from unusual activities and from waiting, but I’d still had a cool day.

Then the guy said ‘Right, well you’ve picked 25 photos you like, and of course you get one free one, but it’s going to cost $1150 for those phots’ and he starts warbling off about credit cards or something and I’m sat there thinking ‘WTF?’. So I told him I couldn’t afford that, and he said could I afford to pay £100 upfront and the rest later? Uh no. How about a monthly instalments? I don’t even earn enough to pay for my rent, so no again. What gets me is that he looked really affronted that I couldn’t spare a mear 100 quid to waste on photos and that I’d wasted his company’s time. He had this card with all the prices on it. For my salary for £200, I could have gotten 5 photos… So anyway he looked at what diposit I’d paied and said, ‘Well I guess I could let you have a second free photo’ and pointed out the two he’d choose and I just nodded and he burned them off onto dvd for me. Then it was very, right, nice to meet you, off you go, bye and I was pretty much kicked out the door in a daze, finally at about 1900.

So I’d spent 5 hours just to get two photos. And I still had about a 2 and a half hour journy back. Fortunatly the guy I sat next to on the train was nice, beacuse I was still feeling quite… delicate and hurt I guess. I only realised after I got on the train, he convinently forgot to get me to get my diposit back too. And then andy wasn’t there to meet me from the train because he didn’t get part of a text I sent asking him to meet me and so I had to walk most of the way home in the dark on my own and so by the time I got home I was a bit bleh.

But yeah, other than the end, it was quite a cool day. And now the pictures [the top one is the one I like best]:

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Happy new years!

Hope you all had a good one, I know I did. Love to all :)

Our bash, from l-r: Dark, me, Greg, Jade-who-I-RPG-with, Steven, Monkey, and Dan.

New years!

Where has the time gone…it seems to fly so fast
One moment you’re having fun, the next its come to pass
Days turn into yesteryear, old friends find their own way
Until the moment you leave…I wish that you would stay…

So here’s to you, all our friends, surely we will meet again
Don’t stay away too long this time
We’ll raise a glass, maybe two
And we’ll be thinkng of you
Until our paths cross again…maybe next time…
[Dandylion Wine - Blackmore's Night]

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