Ramblings of a Disorientated Mind

The ramblings, and occasional sanities, of a 20-something geekess from the UK

Me + gluten = depression?

I’m about a week into this going-back-to-eating-gluten thing and aside from the many and various physical side effects [bloating, acid reflux, headaches, tight chest, vanishing voice and thick phlemg to name a few], I’m wondering if there are any emotional side effects. All week I felt like I wasn’t able to do anything. I felt like my brain was all fuzzy, and I was very listless. Nothing interested me and what did, I couldn’t seem to focus on for long and I kept bursting into tears for no apparent reason.

I have been reminded very much of the time I spent at uni, where I pretty much lived on pasta and toast. During that time I was… Well, I suppos the only way I can describe it, is that I seemed to be deeply deppressed with no reason. During the last few weeks of the term I stopped doing anything. I stopped going to classes, I stopped going to my clubs, I stopped going outside my room pretty much full-stop and eventually I stopped doing anything but sitting on my bed and stairing into space or randomly bursting into tears.

I’m not saying that my diet nessisarily had anything to do with that state of affairs. Nor am I saying that I’m going to turn into that person again [at least, I hope not]. All I’m saying is it’s interesting the simmilary between the two events.

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Very funny

So I’m randomly browsing random sites I got from LUG Radio and on this guy’s site there is a button that says ‘you need: get out more’. Intruigued I click it and it throws up:
#!/bin/sh
shutdown -h now

LOL

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random thoughts keep occuring to me, randomly.

I think I discovered the reson for muzack in shops – it’s to prevent authors from evesdropping on other people’s conversation.

Also, Andy had a long talk last night about why he doesn’t like my storied. according to him they are episodical and character driven. He maintains this isn’t nessisarily a bad thing, just not what he’s into. I don’t know. maybe I should pass out the same story to all my friends, force them to read it and force them to tell me what they thought.

I think teachers still scare me. Even if they aren’t my own. My brother’s mate Bret is the sole exception to this rule. For example, I never really know what to say when the headmistress talks to me, and this morning one of the other teachers came to yell at the kids who were late as they ran up the road. At one point I was looking away from him, concentrating on something else when he yelled to someone. I junped, but rolled a successful willpower check to stop from saying ‘sorry sir!’

Is it okay to have ankle hangers if you’re a male over 50 wearing suit trousers?

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