Ramblings of a Disorientated Mind

The ramblings, and occasional sanities, of a 20-something geekess from the UK

Feb 28

Spring and the Winds of Change

by DruidX

I don’t know what’s up with me just lately. So far all this week I’ve felt… weird. Skittish, unsettled. I can’t seem to concentrate on any task for over five minuets and none of my current projects seem to be interesting me. Outside it’s really lovely – Sun is shining bright, it’s breezy and fresh, but not too chilly. All the daffodils are out, and it feels so spring like.

Maybe that’s all it is – Spring Fever, hitting me early. Real early too, since it’s not even March yet.

*Sigh* What to do with myself?

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Feb 28

Site update 66

by DruidX

Lots of minor changes have been happening.
* Uploaded all my large images [such as from the gallery] to photobucket.
* Checked external links around the site.
* Updated the RPG Chars page.
* Put the avatars, wallpapers and emoticons pages under a ‘graphics’ link
* Added more avatars
* Gave Simply Precious the site of the moment award.
* Updated the ‘cast and crew’ section of the about me page and moved the images of myself and mates to the gallery
* Dumped a bunch of test and quizz related stuff behind the link ‘Tests and Memes’
* Updated b2Evo to the latest release

If any one has any comments, suggestions or critisisms on the site, throw them this way :)

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Feb 28

Descriptive Piece One

by DruidX

After the noise of the street, the silence of the church was deafening, Richard thought. As he stood on the threshold, he considered briefly the chill and that vacuous silence, and how it lent sincerity and sanctity. Richard took a step off the prickly mat and listened to how the hard leather sole rang out against the tiled floor. He took another, and then another until the silence was filled with his ringing footfalls and he was stood before the alter.

He looked up, over the golden chalices and candle stick holders, past the stone depictions of St Paul, St Mary and the others, to the rosary window. He gazed at it, his eye moving along the leadened lines, picking out the detail of each scene. As he gazed, outside the sun came out, sending spots of colour dancing across the floor, the alter steps and Richard. In reverence for the spectacle he knelt, and as he did so, the sun shone brighter, sending the yellow halo of Christ to rest upon Richard’s own brow.

Richard sighed. He’d asked for a sign, and a sign he had received.

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Feb 28

Well would ya look at that….

by DruidX

Mood: sweepyish

….0730h and I’m awake and not feeling to sluggish. This has to be a record. Me, willingly waking before 1000h, and with coffee and maplesyruped porrage to boot :D

So why am I up? Sarah woke me up on her way out the door, I got up for a pee and decided I wasn’t sweepy enough to make a coffee and that I was thrirsty, and that it was all sunny and pretty out. Coffee lead to porrage, lead to me being slightly more awake.

I’m a bit dissponted with the porrage actually. Its a little bit to runny, and maybe should have gone in for a little longer. Also, maple syrup isn’t the best thing for porrage, Golden is better.

Oh and I want to wish my darling Bro a very happy brithday, 24 to day!
:D :D

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Feb 28

Porrage troubles

by DruidX

Humm after many experiments, I think I have perfected the art of cooking gluten free porrage in the microwave! Yay me. But there is still the ‘what shall I put in it?’ question. I put blackcurrent jam in it this morning but it just turned a funny shade of grey and didn’t taste very nice. I think Golden syrup is the way to go.

Any other suggestions?

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Feb 28

Oh Ya….

by DruidX

Finaly got into my website’s cpanel and set up my new e-mail. No more sucky Another.com for me :)

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Feb 28

*sigh*

by DruidX

Music: Random classical
Mood: humf

Crying again,
hot tears in shadow,
hearing what you really think of me.

I thought I was liked,
thought I was respected.

I guess not then.

But I tried to put it right.
Feeling somehow it was all my fault,
all my fault.

But then,
there is no cure for stupidity.

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This was inspired by a cirtain thing a cirtain person said to me in the Spacefem chat last night. Some one I liked and respect the judgment of. I’m posting it here, becuse I’m not sure I want that cirtain person to see it, and I don’t think that person looks here, but if he does then, well, bugger. I’m almost compltly sure that any reaction to it on his part would be negative, and I don’t think I could take it. It took me about 5 minuets to respond to the cirtain thing he said to me last night, and I expect you reading this think I’m being stupid about being so concerned about what some random person from the ‘net said to me, but it hurt me quite badly and I think I’m rambling….

The thing is, had this been In Real Life, I don’t think I would feel quite so stupid at being so hurt by the comment. I’m half tempted to tell y’all what happened but I don’t really think it’s nessasary. And this post really just confirms what he though. Ok. I’m gonna shut up now, though I think I could ramble for a few more paragraphs, but I’m not cuz..I’m not.

Ciao.

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