Ramblings of a Disorientated Mind

The ramblings, and occasional sanities, of a 20-something geekess from the UK

Apr 3

Waa

by DruidX

Nobody loves me! Nobody ever comments on me! I’m beginning to think my counter is lying *taps the screen* Hello? Any one out there?

That said G’ma’s still hanging on in there. She seems chirpy enough, but still may go at any moment. For want of a better phrase, the suspense is killing me. I’ve turned into a little girl again.
“G’ma, G’ma I wrote a pretty story. You wanna read it? I’ll bring it in tomorrow. Please be here so I can read it you.” Stupid fucking kid. Everyone else is coping, seemingly, but every time I think about her not being here it makes me wanna break down and cry. I don’t wanna cry, I wanna be strong. Stupid, stupid me.

In other news: My calendar keeps falling of the wall, and making everything on my desk go bye-byes, I forgot that I had a tenner in my wallet when I went to buy Andy’s Christmas pressie, so I though I couldn’t buy it. When I went shopping today with dad for food, not only did I forget my cards so I could use said tenner to top my mobile credit up, I forgot to get any Dr Pepper. ICS is on hold as I can’t concentrate coz of Grandma and that the magazine I have to study, I can’t get hold of.

Rats, rats and double rats with chips on the side. [Discworld convention quote]

Gah. Night.

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Apr 3

Site Update 9

by DruidX

* Moved the Mow to misc from the main navigation
* Added a groovy little ‘to top’ link for the pages that need it

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Apr 3

Site Update 10

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* Changed layout
* Changed ‘randomness’ and ‘random 2′ to ‘quiz results’ and ‘random’
* Got a bravenet guest map
* Added a trade form to qbee quilt page

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Apr 3

Humm

by DruidX

Phrase of the Moment: Oh FRELL!
Music: Foo Fighters

I am most excruciatingly bored. Just updating and adding things to my web page. I sort of wish I had a job, but then I sort of don’t. It would be nice to do something, but I’m not sure I want it to be work. Maybe I could do some kind of correspondence course, but what of?

I’m scared of paying out lots of money for something that would take a year or over to do, coz I’m scared I’m gonna quit, and waste it all. I know I should take a ‘leap of faith’ or some such thing, but faith in what? Me? Andy? Some kind of deity? Bleh.

On a slightly better note, I wrote some more for ‘thing 14′. I feel I have to wrap it up soon, but I don’t want it to end lamely. Ah hell!

‘Why is everything so confusing. Maybe I’m just out of my mind.’ – Avril Lavine

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Apr 3

Site Update 5

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* Uploaded links pages
* Uploaded guest book page
* Added an entry to my blog

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Apr 3

Brr

by DruidX

Music: Placebo

I think winters just hit. Its SOOO cold! I’ve been sat all day with 2 jumpers and a pashmina on, drinking scrumpy [cider]. So I guess I’m a wee bit tipsy. lol. Whatever.

I found the best artist to day, check her out here! I know she mostly does sketches but they’re so good. I loved ‘It’s hard’ so much, I decided to write a bit about it.

Kathy crouched in the shadows, awaiting her second victim. Well, technically it wouldn’t be her second, as the 1st had gone rather badly. She shook her head at the thought. The others just had no idea what it was like for her. And it was silly to have to be doing it at this age. Not for the first time she wished someone could hunt for her.

She started out of her thoughts. Had that been a shadow? Finally some food! She slipped out of the shadows. Good. It was some old biddy. This would be easy, didn’t matter to her if the blood was a little thin. She coughed, loudly and harsh, and fell, just as the old lady turned.

“Oh my goodness!” She cried, hurrying to Kathy’s side. As the shadow fell over her, Kathy felt her fangs lengthening, and her face shifting to accommodate the new growth.

As the woman reached down to help her, Kathy sprang up and sank her fangs into the jugular. And sucked. It was so quick, the woman didn’t even cry out.

Done with her meal Kathy dropped the woman, grabbed the decease’s bag and ran for it.

I love doing that… Finding a pic on elfwood, and writing about it. It gives me something to do when I’m stuck on ‘working title’. Like now. And they always say, one should try to write something every day, and keep it, even if one doesn’t think its very good.

Oooh, I’m so tired. I don’t know why… Andy ‘prescribed’ me to do exercises every day, when I wake up and go 2 bed. I really don’t think its working, I just ache more. Blah! Damn his sexxy ass.

Humm, think I may be needing my bed.
Nite

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Apr 3

Site Update 4

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* Uploaded a few more pages
* Added an entry to my blog

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Apr 3

Twiddiling thumbs

by DruidX

Music: random rock
Random quote of the moment:
I wish I had a pony,
I wish I were eighteen,
I wish I had a dime
For every kid who treats me mean.
-Lisa from ‘Moanin’ Lisa Blues’

Can’t seem to get down to anything 2 day; attention is bouncing like a rubber ball on steroids against a concrete floor and nothing to do. Gonna see Andy tomorrow, but I feel odd about it for some reason. I feel very confuzzeled and tired atm, and there seems to be no reason for it. Blah!

Nothing is real, and nothing is as it seems
I’m spending my life in a dream
[that is nothing from 'The Matrix', it's just how I feel sometimes]

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Apr 3

Story, ARGGGH!!!

by DruidX

Music: none

Ok, so nobody actually visits this thing, so I’m gonna let off a little steam.

Stupid fuckin’ Asuka, why does she have to be so difficult, why can’t I draw full people, why can’t i decide what equipment she has, why is she so hard to design, why do I know no one who will draw them for me, why is my writing a peace of lame crap, why can’t i get it all SORTED OUT!!! YAHHHHHHH!!!!

Ahem. Feeling a little better now. What most of my rant is about is the lead female in my untitled novelet. I have two costumes for her, that I like equally, and I can’t decide what to do about her equipment. Asuka is supposed to be an assassin/ spy/ mercenary/ type person which means she should be carrying certain equipment at all times. But I’m having trouble deciding what she should carry, how she will carry it, and if it absolutely has to be concealed. I suspect that it should be concealed, and I did have the items in her boot, but I’m not sure that they would be too big for the heal. Bleh.

My other main rant with the story so far is that I’m having difficulty visualising what my chars look like. Andy was supposed to draw them for me, but he says all his artistic talent has gone out the window, and he can’t do it. some other mates said they would do it, but none of them have gotten round to it, and I’ve thought about asking people on elfwood, but they’re so good, they want paying and I have no money. It super sux :(

Heh. Other than all that, my day was fine. How was yours

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Apr 3

YAY!!!

by DruidX

My best mate/sister type person Kitty, has just got her internet working so now i can speak 2 her again. she’s moved 2 Exeter 4 uni and I’m happy, so very very happy, i can’t type coherently.

Wheeeeh!!!

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