Dear self,
I’m writing to you today because I’m worried. You don’t sleep properly, you hardly eat, and what for?
You’re worrying too much. You don’t have to prove anything to anyone, and yet you lay awake at night thinking about writing or learning to play the violin, or taking up japanese, but mostly this radio crap.
Srsly, who cares if you can do these things. You should be doing it because you enjoy it, not because you think you aught to.
In fact, you’re trying to do so much that you’re not getting any enjoyment out any of it any more are you? And worrying is making it worse.
You need to chillax a bit, for once stop thinking about ‘should’ and ‘aught’ and all that.
Sure I don’t have all the answers, otherwise we wouldn’t be in this mess would we? But something has to give. You should probably give talking to people, and I mean real people, not faceless interwebs people (no offence interwebs ppl), a go. You have some great freinds, one of them has to have the answer.
Will you please at least think about what I’ve said?
All my love,
Me
☮&♥




