Ramblings of a Disorientated Mind

About baby stuff? No. Turns out I wasn’t preggers, just skipped a period (only to then have a ‘double’ one >.<) I am panicking about insomnia43.

It should not come as a suprise to any of you that when faced with a massive task and a looming deadline the first thing I want to do is run around in ever decreasing circules while screaming and wavinmg my hands in the air.

So far however all the planning is going well enough but I keep having those horrible ‘ohno’ sensation that I’ve forgotten or missed something out. Getting people to commit and stop being so wishy-washy about their plans is insanely difficult, as is getting delegated tasked picked up and accomplished. Now I know why the phrase is not ‘organiser’ but ‘cat herder’ >.<

In other news I’ve been asked to be a keyholder at work again. I’ve been assured it will only be for rota’d days and I’ll get paid extra, but I’m not sure. I can’t really afford to frack up again. I might just do it anyway and sod the consequences.

So that about it really. Been a pretty quiet week, nothing terribly exciting going on, so not a lot of news.

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I’m getting quite bad at my regular Monday post aren’t I? This time, however, I have a very good excuse. It was my Birthday on Saturday, with Dan R and Barry’s on Friday. So I had a whole weekend packed with fun stuff. Unfortunately those things weren’t Sushi, Horse Riding or a Spa day, but that doesn’t really bother me.

Instead Dan treated me to breakfast after our bank meeting on Friday. Later I looked at the pretty sports cars on the quay with my parents and I had a very tasty Sea Bass stuffed with Spiced Crab Meat at Barry’s meal on Friday, A. Elaine and U. Bryan’s treat. Sat I went to a craft fair with my parents and then we had a nice meal in the evening. Sunday was chill-out day and Monday I went to another Arts and Crafts thing with Barry, A. Elaine and U. Bryan, and my parents.

Barry got me the cutest stuffed ferret, a ’404: shirt not found’ t-shirt and books, Andy bought me a frack-tonne of books and a dvd, A. Elaine and U. Bryan bought me yet another book and my parent’s paid for me to join the Dorset Wildlife Trust.

See how cute it is?

I’ve had the rest of this week off as well, and I’ve spent it mostly in my pyjamas playing Minecraft and reading. Oh and I got my hair cut as well. I shall probably re-dye it before i43. No news on the baby front, everything’s the same as it was, and I’ve book a docs app for next Friday.

A quick mash-up of what I've been up to on our MC Server

So that’s my round up. It’ll be back to business as usual on Sunday though

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Egads, almost two weeks with out a blog post? I’m surprised no one came hammering on my virtual door

So it’s my birthday tomorrow. I’ll be 27. Uh, yay? But I have had a lot of presents from Andy already which are most definitely yay

Aside from that there’s still not much going on in regard to the post title. I’ve not menstruated for over 4 weeks since I should have, and yet every time I take a pregnancy test it comes back negative. The doctor said to give it until 5 weeks had passed, and if things still looked the same, then to go back and they’d do blood tests. A lot of people seem worried, but I’m not. I’m frustrated and annoyed, but not worried. It’s like the battery of tests I had done trying to work out why I had that stupid little cough and felt bloated and sick all the time. I was annoyed because I didn’t know what was going on inside me, but I wasn’t overly worried because I felt mostly okay and I (unlike most people, it seems) trust the NHS. Plus I’m aware that some of the medication I’m on might be making things a little skewed.

There isn’t much else going on in my life right now. Radio is rumbling on, we’re getting a healthy level of donations and more people wanting to present. i43 is set to be our best yet and I’m pensive and excited for it all at the same time

So yeah, life is chugging on. I’m happy and content

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